I did NOT take your place - you left your space...

As this chapter in my life is coming to an end - I am again reminded of the place where I always end up.

In your place.

It seems as if where I go - I take your place. I do not mean to, and this is not something I strive for. But, it always happens.

I get blamed for people leaving you aside. You are the victim and I am the problem.

You feel as if my absense will put you back where you feel you belong.

It wont.

What you don't understand is that you chose to leave your space. You chose to burn bridges, it just happened when I entered the picture.

It is silly to blame me for your insecurities, your doubt in yourself, your faults. But, you cannot fathom that you have done something wrong. That you have created your own reality.

I am not the cool chick. I am not the love of the people who abandoned you. I am not your answer to your hard self created self-loathing.

I am not your problem.

Therefore, I implore you - move on. Look within yourself - see yourself in your problems.

They are self-created.

~Stephanie